I am a paradox I am mesmerized by bamboo as i am fascinated by roses I love canvas as intense as I adore velvet I push people forward as hard as I hold them back to the ground I am a paradox I understand your misunderstanding of me as much as i don't feel the need to understand you I don't give a fuck to what people say of me as strong as how i pay attention to any of every detail I am a paradox I crave for attention as substantial as my need to be alone I miss every single second with you as strenous as my incapability to spe…