Paradox

I am a paradox
I am mesmerized by bamboo as i am fascinated by roses
I love canvas as intense as I adore velvet
I push people forward as hard as I hold them back to the ground

I am a paradox
I understand your misunderstanding of me as much as i don't feel the need to understand you
I don't give a fuck to what people say of me as strong as how i pay attention to any of every detail

I am a paradox
I crave for attention as substantial as my need to be alone
I miss every single second with you as strenous as my incapability to spend all my time with you

I am a paradox
I am a mistery box that open up as exposed as the blue sky
that it makes you think my revealing is just a mask

I am a paradox
I forgive you as sure as I take notes on your every mistake
I forget the heartache you made as soon as I keep every single of them in my heart

I am a paradox
I am what i say
I say what i am
As covert as i hide myself

I am a paradox
And you won't find me anywhere else